Didn’t feel like blogging today, so I wrote a short poem..
Sometimes I can’t help But to sit up at night and cry..
All these feelings rushing through my head, asking myself why..
What could I have done to deserve a disease so sickening..
All my prayers at night, was god even listening?
I look in the mirror and continue to get upset..
The hurt and pain I feel, the feelings of regret..
If only I could have found the lump sooner, or went to the doctor a week before..
Could they have stopped it earlier, so I wouldn’t feel this pain anymore?
I’ll never really know why this happened to me or have an answer..
All I know is November 12 2013 I was diagnosed with cancer.